these two days are really very terrible..well,got to write properly..Marlina say it will help in improving my english.okay,so i'm going to work extra hard since this exams results were terrible.

yesterday
i really felt that the nightmare was going to begin..but the day started off quite well..had geography lessons first...i got 86.5 /100 for the paper..i was very very happy about it..but after that was english..that i was the paper which really changed very thing...i gt 14/30 for the compo for paper 1 n 17/30 for letter writing...i was expecting to fail both but i passed 1!but paper 2 was badly done,i got 23...i forgot what was the total marks,but this is the marks i have got..i guess its really very terrible..i have to work harder for the next exams!i'll try to work harder starting by this week..the worse thing came right after recess..science..i fail very badly.got 36/100..this is the first time i fail my science exams!i have no choice now..i think i have to go for science tuition starting from the june holidays.it seems like i can't rest during the june holidays,i have to work extra hard..hmmm,i also got back my art n D&T..got 27/40 for art n 32 n a half /50 for D&T..
after taking back my papers..the lower sec got to go for assembly..and guess what,its the principal talking again,he wants us to share our view with him and tell him what we think can help to improve the school..
after assembly,went to central for awhile to buy something to eat with cassandra ,jeslyn and shih ching..after that we went for band...quite a few sec 4s went back..but not for my section...band was alittle boring,because we were playing SOE book..so it was alittle boring ,but not that bad,because exams period didn't touch my clarinet..anyway i really miss playing with the band!anyway mr leung did annouced the positions..our section leader is umai!wow...and cassandra is our PP...yay...seems good...haha...anyway somehow i was quite tired so didn't really felt like playing,but no choice,still have to play..anyway during the break,arian suddenly say she miss kendrick..haha,so it seems fun,so i called him and tell him..in the end he can't really hear what we say cause it was kind of noisy in the bandroom..haha...she was trying to snatch my handphone off when i was using the phone,then cassandra helped to say instead of me...haha..somehow,me n cassandra were laughin..he say he maybe going for band on friday...hmmm...okay...after band was naggings from my parents because of my results..

today
i guess today is the worse day of all?got my chinese results first..got 46/70 for paper 1 and 53/70 for paper 2..the results are quite okay,but still not like what i have expected..i think i can do better in chinese...never mind..i'll do better next exams..after that had music...music was okay,got a C...expected,my organ skills already quite rusty,so didn't expect mr leung to give me A or B..then literature was good..i got 16/25 for the first question and 17/25 for the second...so the total was 33/50...i am so happy!!!but somehow the happiness didn't last..i fail my maths!oh my god..can't believe it..i've got 45.5/100..what the hell? i work so hard yet i am getting this kind of results...i just do not know what on earth is happening to me...i can't believe i can fail it..all thanks to my careless mistakes,which really took away alot of marks from me..
really felt like crying during lessons,but mrs koh say it was okay,we have to work harder for next exams and learn from our mistakes..really feel kind of bad..my free maths tutor teach me so much,in he end come up with this kind of results..haiz..sorry,i did say i will let you see my paper,but i don't have the courage to show anyone at all..i am so sorry..just now didn't really feel so good,so i insisted on not allowing you to see..i am sorry,i think i will show you one day..but not so soon i think,just don't really feel so good letting you see that kind of paper..
anyway really quite down just now..but marlina say that i can work harder for my end of year exams...and i will..my parents are expecting me to go to pure science class,well i don't really think i can..but somehow marlina think i can..okay,so i will really try very hard to get back the good results..no matter what,i am going to show to my parents that i can get gd results and will not let them down..somehow i really thought of doing alot of things these few days,but now it seems like i do not have the mood to finish up my DIY stuff..haiz..never mind...finish it up other day..yeekz..tomorrow have english,i seriously don't really want to go for any english lessons...haiz...
okay ..i guess i have blog enough today..i'm going to strive for better results no matter what...thanks marlina!(=