wa...these few daes damm tired lorz...didn't have de time 2 blog @ all...i shall tok abt wat happen these few daes... anyway can't really concentrate in class...haiz..

thurs
damm sianz dae...haiz..d&t was borin as usual..haiz...doin crap dere...but gd thing is de mr yeo provide us wif de design n de parts of de moving toy...so dun really have 2 do much lorz...eng was borin!!juz kinda sianz durin eng lessons...we juz dun really seems 2 lyk eng lessons...well after tat gt my science CT back...40/50...haiz...lousy results lorz...this paper was damm easy,juz bcos i didn't study 4 it...haiz..wateva la..wateva is done is done,can't change it liao...haiz...
after tat we went 2 de art museum...quite fun,we saw lots of paintings...damm nice de lorz...but too bad,in de museum,we r nt allowed 2 take any pics...well...when we goin back 2 sch tat time,de bus has 2 pass by a block near white sands pri...den dere's a bicycle under tat block tat was on fire...all of us juz went 2 high...we were lyk "screamin" 4 help ,tellin de cher tat dere's fire n all tokin loudly abt it...we wanted 2 call de police,well de police station is juz rite across de road...-.-"..den we started imagine if we called de police,de nxt dae,de DM will b tokin abt it n praisin our class 2/6 abt it..haha...juz so stupid imagination...but we didn't make a fone call,cos we r nt allowed 2 take our fones out in de bus...so we juz let it b...no choice...haiz...reached hm late...rushed thru my hw..den went 2 slp,cos i was so damm tired...couldn't b bothered abt de tuition hw...

fri
its another damm tirin dae...music lesson was damm sianz..or shld i sae i was kinda fed up abt it...we have 2 have our music test la...so every1 have 2 play a few songs 2 achieve de 100 marks or probably 80 marks will do...den those ppl hu have piano background,or keyboard background (lyk me) will only gt half de marks for all de songs...4 eg. Can't take my eyes off worth 60 marks...de marks tat we will gt is half of it,which means its 30 marks...but de cher may nt give u 30 marks,he may give u lesser den tat dependin on how u play...its lyk wth?den i've 2 play lyk 4 songs lorz...ok la,u can sae de scores he gave was easy..but tryin 2 learn all de 4 songs which is fingered in a short time is damm bloody hard la...i've gotta gt use 2 everything lorz,esp when i stop playin my electon 4 lyk 2 yrs....wth la...haiz...wateva...
everything was ok...didn't have abrsm..so happy...after tat gt maths CT...spend 30mins 2 finish up de paper...can't believe it lorz..i doubt i'll gt gd results....haiz...band was sianz...i followed Alexi 4 awhile..kaoz...so hard 2 follow her bcos of all de guy seniors...dey juz dun seems 2 understand how scared n nervous Alexi was...Rachelle didn't even sae anything abt me stayin dere...she even ask me wat she shld teach her first...-.-"...but i said tat it was up 2 her...i could c tat Alexi was so afraid lorz,inside bandrm tat time,she was so scared until her eyes were lyk kinda watery...i scared she cry sia...so i promised her tat i'll stay wif her,anyway mr goh gave me de permission..in de end wat happen?gt said by seniors...wth????de 2 of u damm wat lorz..haiz..wateva la,u 2 r guys mahz,won't understand how a gal feel...
anyway i can c Alexi tryin damm hard...she's lyk forcin herself 2 play juz 2 cover up how scared 2 was...cos i was damm wry abt her,de more she force,de more i was wry abt her...but gd thing is tat she's in de same section as Claudia la...so Claudia can help her durin band,this time i seriously can't help her le...haiz...
anyway gt forced back 2 my own section 4 sectionals by korr...but in de end when i go in de classrm...no1 is practicin lorz...wth?he was nt even in de classrm la...still force me back..den nth 2 do...i rather stand beside Alexi n try 2 make her feel beta lorz...haiz...juz hope tat she can gt used 2 this new environment quickly...haiz...
after band,went hm n bath..den gt forced 2 TM by my parents 2 watch ghost rider...haiz..i was damm tired lorz..somemore i haven even do my tuition hw...haiz..den go dere..watch tat time felt lyk slpin...den de sound effect was gd wat,so keep on tryin 2 make me awake...haiz..de sound effects scared me lorz,cos i was damm bloody tired lorz..haiz...can't believe tat de show is PG yet de show has vulguarities lyk "son of de bitch"...haiz...juz felt lyk slpin....
after tat went hm....forced myself 2 finish my tutition hw...in de end slp@ 12 plus...de maths qns damm diffcult de lorz...took me quite some time 2 find de ans cos i'm tired...haiz...

2dae
again,i forced myslef 2 wake up...i was damm tired lorz..i'm juz so damm tired these few daes...didn't have enuf slp lorz..haiz...went 2 band wif Joleen...reach sch kinda early..saw Rachelle dere wif de rest...den in de end i ended up tokin 2 Rachelle abt Alexi...i juz wanna noe how was she when i went back 4 sectionals...Rachelle oso find Alexi forcin herself 2 play...haiz...poor gal...really wonderin y she has 2 force herself 2 play when its only de first dae..haiz....
band was kinda sianz 2 me...durin break i asked Arian abt how 2 solve my maths tuition hw..cos its damm diffcult....den in de end Arian dunno,den i asked yi xuan,cos he last week de fri tell me sae tat sec 2 maths damm easy...now i prove him wrong liao...haha...cos de maths qns is damm diffcult,den in de end korr c...but all of 'em didn't manage 2 solve it...@ tat time den i realise tat its sec 3 work...its juz tat my batch gotta learn earlier...haha...in de end asked Rachelle...but she oso nt sure...so i've gt de ans frm de tuition cher,n it involves standard form...n of cos inversely proportion...tats y nobody can solve it...haiz....
anyway band was ok la...went tuition le,den go hm...did my hw den went Pei rong hse dere de coffee-shop 2 eat wif de my relatives...well...we had yu shen..haiz..de damm yu pian is so nt fresh lorz...wth...i eat liao feel lyk vomittin la...haiz...tat's de worst yu shen i ever had lorz...tat time my aunt D.I.Y de vegetarian de yu shen so damm nice lorz..nxt time learn frm her den dun wanna go out eat le...haiz...hate it lorz...den me n Pei rong were lyk tokin abt band,cos she oso in band de mahz...her sch oso playin sunrise 4 syf lorz...lolx...so gang hao...haha....so we gt alot 2 tok abt...it sounds lyk her sch de band so much bigger den our's...dey gt quite alot of instruments....lolx....
sianz...after tat went hm lorz....

haiz...i'm juz kinda of fed up wif my life tat i've 2 lead....wat life is this lorz...so terrible..n still have 2 suffer so much....i'm juz so sick n tired of all this la...seriously...i've enuf of all de rubbish tat is givin me trouble,n all de stupid nags n stuff....i seriously have enuf of it lorz...haiz...juz wan a beta life...but i nv seems 2 gt it 3yrs ago...i juz feel lyk goin 4 a holidae in other country alone or stay on my own 4 awhile 2 gt some peace...dun feel lyk goin 2 sch @ all...haiz..wateva la..this is juz a stupid life tat i've 2 live on...haiz...